well, i guess i should start using this place as my diary, because i said that i needed one, and this seems like a good place for one.I know i don't like using names in my blogs, but it's my diary and i think it would help me when i want to remember something. I should write this like everyday.
anywhoo today wasn't really a good day, but more or a fun/funny day. i woke up a little late and almost missed my bus. i expected to do so, because it usually comes around 7:07 and i didn't get to the bus stop until around 7:11. So i got on and off the bus as normal and went to class. i always get to 1st early and just sit there. today was a little different because i just had a feeling we would have a test. i took it upon myself to get a calculus book and review the limit definition of the derivative. I still don't remember how to do it, but at least i remembered the formula. After i little reviewing i remembered that it had been 67 hours and Sua would talk to me. I got excited and checked to see if she was still out at her locker, but she wasn't. i was a little saddened, but when i looked to the right i saw yvette. Then i was like =] lol. So i hugged and i told her i was sad that sua wasn't there, and she said ok she'll be there. then i forgot about it like immediately after lol. Klawonn came and ran everyone away like the big mean grinch that he is lol. I went to class and as i expected we had a quiz. it was on the power rule and i knew i had that down pact, so i had nothing to worry about. i aced it and moved on. i learned how to do the derivative with respect to time of a non-right triangle. class ended and i was walking to 2nd period. Andrew stopped me and said "so it begins". i replied with "what are you talking about?". He explained to me how Tashauna and scooby are usually at the locker before class, but today he just gave dap to Sua and walked straight past her and she had to chase after him. i find it funny that there is an increase in him talking to me since like three days ago. anyway, i went into class and saw Sua. i was reluctant to say anything and then i remembered that it had been 69 hours by that point and said "hi". i find it funny that i was so excited to be able to talk to her again, but that was the only time i talked to her that day, and the conversation wasn't even that long. Everything was settled and i saw Tashauna walk into the classroom and sit down. I noticed a bit of depression in her face and it looked like she was about to cry. This was part of the reason i didn't want to tell anyone else about the whole thing. i'm not sure if scooby heard it from her or someone else, but i would have liked for her to decide how to deal with telling him or not telling him, not anyone else. anywayyyy we had a test in lit. seminar and i think i did pretty well for not having read the book. class was over and i went outside and chilled. miles said sua couldn't go in his pockets because she's a girl but yvette is different. i feel as though he thinks of her as just one of the guys lol. Lunch i chilled didn't really do much. the norm. uhm... oh then i went to gym. we had to go in the weight room, but i didn't want to, so instead i elected to ask my teacher if i could go outside (in 40 degree weather) and play football. it was fun. our teams were unfair and we blew them out. I found out that people thought Bam was slow and i laughed at how naive they were. I went back inside and to the gym and saw that Brittany wasn't with her Gf as normal. i didn't think anything of it and started to play basketball. i did well for being so cold. i had like 25 in 5 min of me playing 50. 4th period we had a test and boy did i fail. i realized i was taking some of my classes too lightly and need to fix that. that's the 3rd test i found out i failed this week and that is usually what gets me by. Now that i'm not able to apply the material i must learn it by doing, not by watching and listening. i really need to start busting that work lol. i got home and was sleepy, so i went to sleep. i told yvette that i was going to sleep and i would wake up at 6 to finish all my work. She told me to promise her that i would do ALL my work. i was ignorant of the fact that i didn't know how much work i had and just made a promise without knowing what i was promising. I ended up awaking at 6:46 and saw that she had called me at 6:04. i was upset because i know i let her down, even if she wouldn't tell me. i called her but it did'nt go through. istarted my work and only finished my presidential outline. i felt like i really lied to her because i promised her i would do something and i didn't. had an interesting conversation with miles abou this life. those are rare nowadays. i stil need to make a decision about what i'm doing for my bookshare. uhm... i think tha'ts it. now i'm heading to bed and getting ready for another day =].
so ya happy days. happy days. Later!
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